Tripping

The smell of your skin lingers

Is it reality

Or is it a fantasy in my head

Your scent tucked tight like the sheets on my bed

I haven’t touched you in a minute

The last time I won’t forget

I can’t get a grip

Let this shit ride

I keep the thoughts of you alive

Pity this fool

Fool who’s so caught up on you

I don’t wanna be happy

So…..

I make everything blue

I can’t have you but I want you

I’m a fool for you such a fool for you

I bought your cologne just to spray it in the air

I spray it in my hair

Just to have you on my pillow

I sleep in your boxers and a tee just to feel you on me

Your head on my lap as I rub your back

Dream of you at night your voice in my ear in my mind everywhere

I’m so gone

No coming back

In this alternate reality

You’re mine

The fairy tale from hell

Cause when I wake up reaching for you

You’re not there and I realize its a dream

Roll over close my eyes and picture you again