Narconon

I don't look at you
When I'm with you I keep my eyes closed
Trying to conjure up something else
I'm not addicted
Pretending I'm somewhere else
I'm not addicted
Anywhere but here
The most unhealthy thing is like my medicine
You're the dealer in a way
I wish it was simplier than it is
Wish I could just walk away and stay
12 steps to recovery
A long road and I haven't even admitted I have a problem
All I do is duck and dodge them
When I need a refill I just ask that you provide them
That's why I'm here closing my eyes
Avoiding the issues
Cause I know when I leave I'll miss you
12 steps to recovery
Can't even step to the first
No matter how many nights of withdrawl
Cold sweats kicks and screams that lead to revelations and self discovery
I'll seek that fix
Cause I never quite scratch that itch
I'll be here once rehab is done closing my eyes as you fill the perscription between my thighs