Who am I to you
An ass
Face
Tits
A waist
An object
A person
A toy
Time consumer
A midnight treat
Somethin sweet to eat
flavors dance in your tongue
Your entertainment
Using me for fun
Am I
Cleopatra
A goddess
Hoodrat
A Potential babymama
A bunch of drama
Who am I to you
Tell me
Cause
I'm slowly losing Chi
Trying to be
Everything you want from me
Fulfilling your needs
Who am I to you
Apparently you don't see who I am
More than a woman
More than a body
I'm a lover
Ima fighter
Winner
Provider
Mother
Daughter
Your soulmate
Your escape
Shoulder cry on
The only one you rely on
I'm more than you see
I'm more then you expect me to be
But if all you want is sex from me
I'll go
I wanna be free
I just wanna be me
Be Chi
Wednesday, June 22, 2011
Time
Time heals all wounds
These may never close
Heart aches for a love
A love never known
My mind tells me to move on
To what?
I see nothing
But everything all at once
I tell myself that I don't want you
I'll lie until it's true
You probably don't understand
My background is shaky
Past is a blur
Just know it still hurts
Gave my all to a man
Who couldve cared less
About me or my feelings
So afraid to care for you
To give you apart of me
I only let him see
Someday I'll allow
My heart to be free
Just not now
As the days pass
The fire dies
Your intrest fades
And heres just another bitter woman
Who won't allow herself to embrace
Love she deserves
Loves tender embrace
These may never close
Heart aches for a love
A love never known
My mind tells me to move on
To what?
I see nothing
But everything all at once
I tell myself that I don't want you
I'll lie until it's true
You probably don't understand
My background is shaky
Past is a blur
Just know it still hurts
Gave my all to a man
Who couldve cared less
About me or my feelings
So afraid to care for you
To give you apart of me
I only let him see
Someday I'll allow
My heart to be free
Just not now
As the days pass
The fire dies
Your intrest fades
And heres just another bitter woman
Who won't allow herself to embrace
Love she deserves
Loves tender embrace
Wednesday, January 26, 2011
Karma
Cant be true
Your lips are moving
But I cant hear you
Voices screaming
"Liar he's such a effin' liar"
Killing me inside
I should just follow my first mind
Walk away
The look in your eyes
It makes me stay
Listen
Believe
Everything you say
Lies
But those lips
Those eyes
They get me everytime
I can't say it was all you
Im a woman
We can be quite stupid
Love had me blinded
Now every time you speak
Im reminded of the
Lies
Deceit
Tears
Pain
Time has passed
Im not the same
You're still lying
The dreams you're selling
Im not buying
They always cost me too much
Im thinking back
I was in love
You were in lust
Now the tables have turned
You want to forget the past
You want my trust
Things have changed
It's time to play my games.
Your lips are moving
But I cant hear you
Voices screaming
"Liar he's such a effin' liar"
Killing me inside
I should just follow my first mind
Walk away
The look in your eyes
It makes me stay
Listen
Believe
Everything you say
Lies
But those lips
Those eyes
They get me everytime
I can't say it was all you
Im a woman
We can be quite stupid
Love had me blinded
Now every time you speak
Im reminded of the
Lies
Deceit
Tears
Pain
Time has passed
Im not the same
You're still lying
The dreams you're selling
Im not buying
They always cost me too much
Im thinking back
I was in love
You were in lust
Now the tables have turned
You want to forget the past
You want my trust
Things have changed
It's time to play my games.
Tuesday, January 18, 2011
New Orleans New Orleans
Raggedy Streets
Fake hoes
Downtown
Uptown
Crooked Cops
Gun shots
*POP POP*
Day and night
But look on the bright
side
Im alive
No complainin
Niggas living shameless
Only concern leaving a nigga brainless
Bullshit seems endless
But I aint complainin
My heart
My home
Some shit you gotta deal with
You aint N.O
So you prolly dont understand it
Lame niggas running round screaming
Suuuuuuuuwoooooooooo
Skinny Jeans and Vans
Baby faggots
Maggots on a nigga who could give a fuck less if they live or die
He making money
Fuck you doing
Looking like a fool
Repping a clique that aint doing shit for you
But lets get off the subliminal Wayne shit
I was never on Wayne TIP
New Orleans New Orleans
Where Forth Art Thou
N.O
Shit you seem a million miles away
I dream bout you every day
I need a lil taste of home
Something from the east
Couple shots to the dome
PATRON !!!
Night life
Off the chain
Pizza stop
Sports Vue
FEMA Fridays
From the hookah
to Caesars
ITS GOES DOWN AT THE DUCK OFF!!!
Cheesy hoes telling niggas FUCK OFF !!!
But my city aint all negative
Thats just how some choose to live
My people show love
All day
Yea these fools down with gun play
Imma keep it 100% never nothing less
But it's all about respect
Get what you give
No matter where Im at
Imma always be N.O
East Beast baby
Im in KY but Im not with this country shit
9wd Chi over & out Biiiiiicth
Sunday, December 19, 2010
Weak
Here's the issue
We tripping
Headed on the right path
Then we start slipping
Back to the beginning
I thought we'd learned from our
Mistakes
I thought we were taking a
Break
We're right back at square 1
I'll admit it was a little crazy
His actions they persuade me
It's like she's always in control
I couldn't say NO
In our right state of mind
We tripping
Headed on the right path
Then we start slipping
Back to the beginning
I thought we'd learned from our
Mistakes
I thought we were taking a
Break
We're right back at square 1
I'll admit it was a little crazy
His actions they persuade me
It's like she's always in control
I couldn't say NO
In our right state of mind
I refused to hit the door
Now my panties
Now my panties
Shirt
Bra
Pants
On the floor
She plays this like a game
To see how far I'll go
The things I might do
She already knows
Now im sitting here fighting myself
Cause I know
I've slipped again
I try to stop her but Ill never win
She's always there
Looking for attention
On a mission for pleasure
My own little Devil
Hell in some Cheekies
She coaxes my mind
Telling me lies
I'm constantly
Fighting this other person inside
The bitch just won't die
She goes by the name of Naomi
Between my thighs is where she resides
She plays this like a game
To see how far I'll go
The things I might do
She already knows
Now im sitting here fighting myself
Cause I know
I've slipped again
I try to stop her but Ill never win
She's always there
Looking for attention
On a mission for pleasure
My own little Devil
Hell in some Cheekies
She coaxes my mind
Telling me lies
I'm constantly
Fighting this other person inside
The bitch just won't die
She goes by the name of Naomi
Between my thighs is where she resides
Wednesday, December 1, 2010
Confessions
It could all be so simple
But you'd rather make it hard
Loving you is like a battle
And only I end up with scars
That's more than true
It's getting harder everyday
Pushing myself to the limits
I keep letting you back in
Everytime you want to come around
Pushing every man aside
Cause all I want is you
No matter how much you've hurt me
You're the only one that matters
Silly me
Can't see thru the smoke
You're perfection in my eyes
Devil in a Blue dress
Nothing looks better
Nothing compares
Nothing else matters at all
If I had to change myself
Become exactly what you want
Drop my dreams for you
Do anything
Just so youd say I'm worthy
Give up everything for your time
I want you in my life
Confess my secrets
Your love is what I'm seeking
I'll wait as long as I have to
I'm not rushing
I know my day is coming
But you'd rather make it hard
Loving you is like a battle
And only I end up with scars
That's more than true
It's getting harder everyday
Pushing myself to the limits
I keep letting you back in
Everytime you want to come around
Pushing every man aside
Cause all I want is you
No matter how much you've hurt me
You're the only one that matters
Silly me
Can't see thru the smoke
You're perfection in my eyes
Devil in a Blue dress
Nothing looks better
Nothing compares
Nothing else matters at all
If I had to change myself
Become exactly what you want
Drop my dreams for you
Do anything
Just so youd say I'm worthy
Give up everything for your time
I want you in my life
Confess my secrets
Your love is what I'm seeking
I'll wait as long as I have to
I'm not rushing
I know my day is coming
Lips Sealed
Everything I want
Is what you want
You give me what I want
You're exactly what I want
But not quite what I want
Cause what I want is not you
But exactly what I want
If that makes sense
Shit
I don't know what I want
Cause whats pretty & shiny in the light
Aint worth shit at night
Seeing you with somebody else hurts
Knowing I had my chance
I let it pass
Not taking a second glance
Now I sit & dream about the past
Our past
What coulda been our future
If it was up to me I'd give you everything I've got
It's too late now
Another queen is in my spot
On my throne
What I know now is my happy home
I sit and watch you touch so intimately
Envy in my eyes
Knowing you need her more than earth needs a sunrise
Like you once needed me
Things I took for granted
The passionate way you loved me
The way I love you now
But it's too late for me
These feelings I'll leave un-aired
A love triangle is hardly a fiasco I seek
Is what you want
You give me what I want
You're exactly what I want
But not quite what I want
Cause what I want is not you
But exactly what I want
If that makes sense
Shit
I don't know what I want
Cause whats pretty & shiny in the light
Aint worth shit at night
Seeing you with somebody else hurts
Knowing I had my chance
I let it pass
Not taking a second glance
Now I sit & dream about the past
Our past
What coulda been our future
If it was up to me I'd give you everything I've got
It's too late now
Another queen is in my spot
On my throne
What I know now is my happy home
I sit and watch you touch so intimately
Envy in my eyes
Knowing you need her more than earth needs a sunrise
Like you once needed me
Things I took for granted
The passionate way you loved me
The way I love you now
But it's too late for me
These feelings I'll leave un-aired
A love triangle is hardly a fiasco I seek
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