Gravity

Cant keep up

Wont let go

Old hurt

An awkward pain

Fellings expressed

Once the words leave

Shame crowds my brain

Better judgement 

Just leave 

No goobyes

Grab your heart 

Go

Jump the door

Feet wont move

Cant desert me

Wont leave a piece of me

Cant have it back

I cant go

Staying only turns me cold

Fighting myself 

Hating me 

I feel so weak

Try to stand on my own feet

On my knees 

I plead

I always get the best of me

Cant  be my own saviour 

Waiting for strength

Praying for the end

Near or far

Lord knows this is hard

I dont want to be where you are 

Leaving brings scars

Youre embedded in whats left of my heart

Remnants of a love that was doomed from the start

Again

I dont love you

The thought of having you to myself

Just one time

Is

Insane

Images of the things

I’d do

To you

Won’t leave my brain

Tender kisses

To deep strokes

Thoughts provoke

A side of me I pretend doesn’t exist

I hate to think like this

Longing

To feel

Hands on my breasts

Tongue on my neck

And

Mmmmmmmm

No I’m starting to sweat

Stop myself

Before I’m knocking at your door

Before my knees are planted on the floor

I’m giving you more than I expected

I know you won’t reject it

Thinking about your member

Hard

Yet you worked me tender…ly

Deep strokes

Sweat dripping

Moans

I need to hide my keys

I don’t wanna back track

But when you hit me from the back

Grabbed my neck

Hair pulling

Shit I need a drink

Let me think

NO!

Don’t think

I need to sleep

A deep sleep

Ugh don’t say deep

Now my knees are getting weak

Yea I’m weak

Weak for that ….

Mmmmmmmm

I need to get a grip on things

Control this

Get on top of it

Top?

Yea I used to ride that…

I need to STOP!

Pros

And

Cons

Eff it

For me it’ll be positive

Cause once I cum

I’m outta there

For good

Or until

My knees get weak

Or I have a flashback

Arching my back

And holding my breath

So I won’t moan

It always happens in public

When I want it the most

I just can’t control it

I find myself

In your bed

Again….

Serenade

Verse one

I sing your name

Sweet melodies

Fresh

Wet

Loving me

Change of pace

Higher pitch

Humming in your ear

Ooooooooooo

You got me

Verse two

Mmmmmmmm

Skipped

Right to the bridge

Ranges I’ve never reached

A minor stroke

I want you at the peak

Take it slow

Switch to G

Now we’re deep

Strumming just a little

Solo

Freestyle

Off the dome

Now you’re singing

I’m cuming home

Humming in your ear

Strumming from the rear

Serenade

Instrumentals play

As our tunes fade away

M.C.K

There ain’t no way in hell

I can be just friends with you

Things got out of hand

I fell

Fast

Hard

Didn’t crash

Couldn’t prevent the inevitable

The moments were incredible

What did I call you?

My Chocolate King

No one could touch you

I see you

Alone in the world

No one else is there

Background niggas didn’t compare

In a crowded room

My eyes find you

Linger there

If I had to define perfection

Id spell your name

You’re so fucked up

Yet you admit it

I love it

Top to bottom perfect

Addict

My heroine

I’m addicted

Can’t get you out of my system

I say I just want one last hit

I’m always feigning

Good things always come to an end

Feeling bad cause you let me get too deep

Bitterness starts to seep

Well

Apologizes don’t move me

So when I walk by

If I catch your eye

Act like you don’t know me

Fin

The last one hurt
But this pain is sweet 
Bitter sweet 
Even tho I can't breathe 
The realizations 
The pain I cause myself 
For a few moments of time 
Memories forever etched in my mind
I hurt so bad 
I know it won't last 
So I hurt until its my past
These moments stuck 
Replaying themselves 
Until I tuck them away on a shelf 
Memory lane 
Memories of pain 
Things I've caused
I'll live won't regret 
Just know I wanted to give you my best

5'3

WTF is wrong with me

WTF

WHAT THE FUCK

I feel sick

I'm sick

I'm twisted

Slightly masochistic

Satisfaction

Degradation

Hurting myself with hesitation

It's all so wrong

Who cares

For a while it feels right

Then I get caught up

Find myself drowning

In a bottle of brown tears

Pain on the rocks

Confronting fears

Running back to lonely

Blaming

Everyone but... hmph

Me

I'm the one harming me

Fuck it

I'm sadistic

Like I said

I'm twisted

Crazy

Psychotic

For a while I don't mind stopping

Then the urge comes back

I start feigning

For that pain again

That hate

The arguing

With myself

I'll take that painful pleasure

Before I'll be alone and well

I'll be a masochistic monster

I'll live in hell

No names

Hmmm
I dont want much
Just one bite
One night
Stand?
Maybe
Not looking for a man
Just a hand
To cup my breasts
A few rounds
Good sex
Kiss me
Lick my lips
Both sets
Drop the sweet shit
I want rough sex
Tease me
Yea
Scratch my back
Choke me a little
Slap me around
No biting or sucking
Thats not how I get down
I dont wanna remember you in the morning
I'll be gone before you're yawning
But when I get down its my name you'll be calling
For the rest of the night
Focus fuck me
Alright?
I'll go home to my man
You'll go wherever
But while we're still here
Take my body
It's a pleasure