Sunday, December 19, 2010

Weak

Here's the issue
We tripping
Headed on the right path
Then we start slipping
Back to the beginning
I thought we'd learned from our
Mistakes
I thought we were taking a
Break
We're right back at square 1
I'll admit it was a little crazy
His actions they persuade me
It's like she's always in control
I couldn't say NO
In our right state of mind
I refused to hit the door
Now my panties
Shirt 
Bra 
Pants 
On the floor
She plays this like a game
To see how far I'll go
The things I might do
She already knows
Now im sitting here fighting myself
Cause I know
I've slipped again
I try to stop her but Ill never win
She's always there 
Looking for attention
On a mission for pleasure
My own little Devil
Hell in some Cheekies 
She coaxes my mind
Telling me lies
I'm constantly
Fighting this other person inside
The bitch just won't die
She goes by the name of Naomi
Between my thighs is where she resides

Wednesday, December 1, 2010

Confessions

It could all be so simple
But you'd rather make it hard
Loving you is like a battle
And only I end up with scars
That's more than true
It's getting harder everyday
Pushing myself to the limits
I keep letting you back in
Everytime you want to come around
Pushing every man aside
Cause all I want is you
No matter how much you've hurt me
You're the only one that matters
Silly me
Can't see thru the smoke
You're perfection in my eyes
Devil in a Blue dress
Nothing looks better
Nothing compares
Nothing else matters at all
If I had to change myself
Become exactly what you want
Drop my dreams for you
Do anything
Just so youd say I'm worthy
Give up everything for your time
I want you in my life
Confess my secrets
Your love is what I'm seeking
I'll wait as long as I have to
I'm not rushing
I know my day is coming

Lips Sealed

Everything I want
Is what you want
You give me what I want
You're exactly what I want
But not quite what I want
Cause what I want is not you
But exactly what I want
If that makes sense
Shit
I don't know what I want
Cause whats pretty & shiny in the light
Aint worth shit at night
Seeing you with somebody else hurts
Knowing I had my chance
I let it pass
Not taking a second glance
Now I sit & dream about the past
Our past
What coulda been our future
If it was up to me I'd give you everything I've got
It's too late now
Another queen is in my spot
On my throne
What I know now is my happy home
I sit and watch you touch so intimately
Envy in my eyes
Knowing you need her more than earth needs a sunrise
Like you once needed me
Things I took for granted
The passionate way you loved me
The way I love you now
But it's too late for me
These feelings I'll leave un-aired
A love triangle is hardly a fiasco I seek